You Know

Someone said 'Mau sampe kapan? nanti juga pada akhirnya lo bakalan buang waktu aja, tinggal liat aja seberapa lama lo buang-buang waktu kayak gini'

Buang waktu sama sabar itu apa bedanya? apa kalo sabar tuh termasuk buang waktu? sabar nunggu juga termasuk buang-buang waktu?

Kenapa ga bisa sih sabar sedikit aja buat dapetin apa yang lo mau. toh semua orang juga pernah kan kayak gini. Berharap sama sesuatu yang ga pasti juga termasuk kan?

Seberapa lama lo nunggu, Seberapa sering lo sakit, Sebisa apa lo sabar, gue yakin semua ada bayarannya. Bayaran yang tepat. bukan uanglah. Sesuatu yang lebih berharga dari uang.

I swear that God already design your life. let the designer work in every aspect of your life.

meet someone who can always.....

Malem ini ga tau harus seneng apa sedih, iya, menyadari kalo ternyata sekarang semua orang udah punya jalannya masing-masing. Orang-orang yang dulu selalu ada buat gue ya tetep ada sih buat gue, tapi ga se-inten dulu. mereka udah nemuin orang-orang yang nyatanya jauh lebih bisa ada buat mereka di banding gue.

Gue? ga usah khawatir, gue udah biasa begini :) (eh tapi siapa juga yang khawatir?!) -_-

Kadang suka wondering sendiri, kenapa yah orang-orang pada akhirnya punya orang lain yang lebih bisa selalu ada buat mereka dibanding gue? kadang juga gue suka sedih. Apa gue kurang baik? atau mereka yang pergi dengan sendirinya waktu nemu orang yang lebih baik lagi?

Tapi sekarang gue sadar, kalo manusia itu akan selalu nemuin orang yang kana selalu ada buat dia, dan pada waktu mereka ketemu orang lain itu, ada beberapa orang juga yang akan mikir kayak gini. Iya, bertanya dalam hati, kenapa mereka harus nemuin yang lebih baik padahal kita juga udah cukup baik.

semua orang, gue atau lo, atau kalian, pada akhirnya akan nemuin orang yang bisa selalu ada buat kita, kapan pun, dimana pun, entah itu yang bisa hadir secara fisik, atau virtual. noted that.

He left you.

You got hurt, you cried a lot. But you know what? You should not feel all those hatred and bitterness at all. Instead, you should be thankful because God was behind it all. He was the one who had closed the door on a relationship with someone, and He`d done it for your own good. You should be thankful at the thought that God of was willing to be involved in the details of your life, that He`d be willing to reach down and shut a door that He didn`t want you to walk through.

Everything happens for a reason. And maybe because, someone rightful is waiting for you and it`s just a matter of time. You just have to trust Him and His will.

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If You Ever Come-back

Aku ini bagaikan anak kucing liar dipinggir jalan yang akan selalu mengikuti orang yang aku kira aku kenal. aku ini akan selalu mengikuti meskipun sudah diusir atau bahkan ditendang agar aku menjauh.

Bukan, tidak seperti itu, aku bukan anak kucing itu. Bayanganmu lah yang selalu mengikuti aku.

Ini seperti aku tetap bersikeras ingin menikmati eskrim walaupun aku sedang radang. Harusnya aku berhenti, tapi tidak kulakukan.

Bisakah kau sedikit saja mengerti. Kembali saat aku membutuhkan mu. Seperti anak yang membutuhkan selimut ketika dia kedinginan. Seperti itulah aku, membutuhkan hangat candamu.

Terinspirasi dari lagu :

If You Ever Come Back - The Script


If you're standing with your suitcase
But you can't step on the train
Everything's the way that you left it
I still haven't slept yet

And if you're covering your face now
But you just can't hide the pain
Still setting two plates on the counter but eating without you

If the truth is you're a liar
Then just say that you're okay
I'm sleeping on your side of the bed
Goin' out of my head now

And if you're out there trying to move on
But something pulls you back again
I'm sitting here trying to persuade you like you're in the same room

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you could still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back if you ever come back now
Oh if you ever come back if you ever come back

Now they say I'm wasting my time
'Cause you're never comin' home
But they used to say the world was flat
But how wrong was that now?

And by leavin' my door open
I'm riskin' everything I own
There's nothing I can lose in a break-in that you haven't taken

And I wish you could give me the cold shoulder
And I wish you can still give me a hard time
And I wish I could still wish it was over
But even if wishing is a waste of time
Even if I never cross your mind

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh, if you ever come back, if you ever come back

If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
I know you're out there somewhere so just remember this
If it's the fighting you remember or the little things you miss
Oh just remember this, oh just remember this

I'll leave the door on the latch
If you ever come back, if you ever come back
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back
There'll be a smile on my face and the kettle on
And it will be just like you were never gone
There'll be a light in the hall and the key under the mat
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now
Oh, if you ever come back, if you ever come back

And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
And it will be just like you were never gone
If you ever come back, if you ever come back now